Me II

Disturbed...

Disturbed am I.

No notion of sanity in my head.

Longing...

Longing is what I feel.

Longing for her lips pressed against mine.

The look in her eyes,

The coolness in her step,

She takes my breath away.

(and though I may look it,

I am not gay!!!

I just don’t know if YOU know it...)

The way she speaks to me

The way she treats me.

The way we talk for hours,

It makes me want to be with her, hold her, kiss her.

But...

I’m afraid.

Afraid of getting hurt again.

Like the other day when my dad fucked off.

I don’t know...

Disturbed...

That’s what I know.

2006.10.14