All I know

All I think about is pain.

All I know is loss…

I cannot trust myself around the people I love,

I do not know what to do…

I cannot go on like this.

I am alone,

Even though I have a lot of friends.

Maybe forgiveness will be the clue.

Maybe if I can forgive him,

Maybe if I can forgive anyone,

God might forgive me and then I can know…

Love.

A heart full of pain,

A head full of anger.

A lot of things to fear.

Does anyone care???

Let me know.

I would like to talk.