Pain ii

Pain runs deep in my heart.

The pain of loss,

The pain of rejection.

Even in good times, the pain haunts my

Sleep.

It is with me every waking moment,

Every sleeping second.

I hate this pain.

I absolutely hate it!!

It influences my decisions,

It keeps me depressed.

Without the pain, my joyous heart

Would bound out of my chest,

The golden chains broken.

It is my curse to live with.

It is my fate.

Maybe one day…

Someday…

I will find a cure.

2005.12.22