Part I hate the most, is the part of me that remind me of you.
It is the part who makes me who and what I am.
I am your son.
I am a part of you no matter what.
You can ignore me,
You can forget about me,
I am your son,
I can never forget that.
I am a part of you as you are a part of me.
All the hurts in the world cannot compare
to the pain I feel when I know that you are near,
but you do not call,
you do not visit,
do you even care about me?
If you do,
Tell me,
Because I cannot see that.
I do not know it.
I might be wrong,
There might be other factors that I have not
Even considered.
Speak to me.
Do not wait until another funeral,
Or job interview…
Please…
Dad?...
I wrote this a couple of years ago, after some personal things happened between me and my father. Thank God that it has been sorted out by now. I put it here, because I think that it is powerful even after all this time.
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