my thoughts about me

Why do I do what I do?

I am a normal (sort of) 29 year old, yet I have angst, and fears that I'm not supposed to have. I do not agree with most people on their ideas and their feelings, because I have my own ideas.

I step on toes (and heads, and bodies) when I try to make a success of myself, and yet I feel no remorse, I focus on one thing till I get bored, and then leave a half finished project to go on to the next exiting thing.

I don't know if I am right or wrong. I try to live by a code that only I understand. Most other Christians feel like I'm a hypocrite, hypocrites feel I'm not good enough for them and atheists think I'm confused, but I KNOW what I think, what I feel and What I know.

I know I'm confusing you with my rambling and that's okay, since I'm just trying to get the shit out of my head and not into your mind.

I am myself. I am a writer, actor, brother, son, cousin, friend.

I couldn't give a rat's ass if you agreed or not. I love my friends dearly, and would do anything for them. If you are my friend, be glad, for I would kill for you. If you do not like me, screw you, because I am liked, I am loved (I'm just not sure by who(hehehe)).